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my heart is anywhere but here [11 Mar 2003|04:10pm]
[ mood | hot ]

well, anyways...ashley came over yesterday and started crying and stuff saying she didn't want to lose me and chris as friends. i told her she didn't have anything to worry about. that we were just mad cause we thought it was her that had sent those e-mails. i guess it wasn't her though because she does present a good case, but who else could it be? hmm...well, i guess friday julia is moving. it's really sad because it all ready seems like she's gone. we haven't hung out in a long time. she called me the other day and said we needed to see each other before she left. so, i'm gonna call her either tomorrow or thursday so i can stop by. thursday we have an early out, so maybe she does too. man, it's hot. i know it's only like 70 degrees, but it's hard when the temperatures start changing and it seems hotter than it really is cause you're used to the cold. adios.

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i'm so in love with you... [03 Mar 2003|10:34pm]
[ mood | bored ]

got this song stuck in my head. well, anyways...for starters there's the whole ashley deal. apparently she sent a bunch of e-mails to chris after reading his livejournal under different screen names, putting everyone down. the e-mail tries to change mine and chris' opinions of liz and caitlin...but it insults us in doing so. ashley denies sending any of the e-mails, but all of the evidence points to her. they were typed in the font she uses and the green background. the person talked like her, using her phrases. they talked about only things our group would know about. plus, chris only sent links to his livejournal to certain people. so, the suspects are just out of those people...which are ashley, liz, priscilla, and esmeralda. priscilla and esmeralda don't even know about what's going on...and liz would have to be crazy to send an e-mail to try and make us hate her self and caitlin. so, there's only one person it could be and that's ashley. ashley claims that her computer is broke and her password got stolen, so she couldn't have sent the e-mail. even so, whoever stole her password wouldn't know about all the stuff going on. ashley also sent an e-mail to liz saying that steve was cheating on her and that "these two-timers need to learn a lesson"...which is very hypocritical of her seeing that kyle has cheated on her twice as she's passed it off as if it were nothing. ashley says that caitlin and liz aren't very good friends...but ashley is the only one trying to tell us who we should or shouldn't be friends with. she also says they talk a lot of shit behind our backs...i could care less if they do. i would actually hope that they do because i can be a fucking asshole sometimes. so, i dunno...ashley keeps making up alibis...but i really don't believe her. whatever.

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...lost [24 Feb 2003|10:23pm]
[ mood | amused ]

engulfed by dark cloud 2.

check back in a week or so.

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and guess what? nothing else matters anyways... [14 Feb 2003|09:34pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

today sucks. tonight sucks. i hate valentine's day. i don't even have anything to do tonight. all my friends are busy. god damnit.

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sometimes i think about girls and it's funny [11 Feb 2003|07:52pm]
[ mood | sick ]

if anyone is in any way shape or form a bouncing souls fan, i highly recommend getting their dvd, "Do You Remember?: 15 Years of The Bouncing Souls"...it's so great...better than any behind the music i've ever seen...and there's 6 music videos and 50 live performances. it's my new favorite thing to watch. sweet.

p.s. don't you just hate it when you can only breathe out of one nostril?

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"hey ratheboner!" [09 Feb 2003|12:14am]
[ mood | mellow ]

i went and saw shanghai knights tonight with chris, caitlin, steve, and liz for steve's birthday...it was fun. i thought the movie was even better than the first one. some parts were corny, but you could tell it was intentional so it was still funny. the chinese chick was hot. anyway, we came back to my house so we could watch steve's present me and chris got him, (i've been generous with birthday gifts lately) which was a used copy of zoolander. that movie is so great.

"i can derelick my own balls."

Snickers Ice Cream is the shit.

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if florida takes us, we're taking everyone down with us [08 Feb 2003|12:41am]
[ mood | drunk ]

del taco.

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enough of the old way [05 Feb 2003|10:09pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]

this week needs to hurry up and end. it's been too stressful. that stupid portfolio piece for calculus was a bitch. i don't think i did very well on it. oh well. today we had voting for "senior bests" for the yearbook. i was nominated for "best eyes". i hope i win, but i'll understand if i don't. i don't really talk to any of those snobby kids, so they'll probably vote for kyle richmond or michael bishop. school is fucking gay. i got my against me! t-shirt in the mail today. it's pretty cool. this weekend better be good...it being a 3-day weekend and all. eh.

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sunday [26 Jan 2003|08:51pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

so, the bucs won the super bowl. i guess that's cool...i wasn't really a fan of either team, but i always go for the underdog and that was the bucs. the super bowl is like the only football game i watch. the commercials weren't that great. i did like the reebok one with the office tackler though. anyway, last night i found out some very reassuring news. turns out that julia came home. her brother was online, so i IMed him and asked...the jerk gave me the twenty questions about who i was ("nick who?") like he always does...then finally gave me an answer to the question that had been burning in my head all week. i didn't want to call over there and find out that she was still missing. i was scared and i don't know what i would have done if she hadn't come home. well, if she's not grounded...i definately know what i'm doing this weekend...julia's the one person i know who can't get enough of donnie darko and will appreciate my new discovery of against me! just like i have been doing for the past week. so, i hope to be spending some time with my friend, julia. off to my room to listen to against me! and watch some tv.

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loser weekend [25 Jan 2003|10:42pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i should start using those many days before the weekend to plan what i'm going to do for the weekend because unless there's a party...which happens like once every other month...then i have nothing to do...me and chris played pool tonight and walked around at the marketplace...but it was still only like 10 when i got home. all my friends need to get over themselves and stop hating each other so we can all hang out. i need to quit talking shit. i also need a fucking girlfriend and i need to get off the current prospect i have cause it's aiming way too high.

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[21 Jan 2003|05:31pm]
[ mood | worried ]

julia is missing...

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the mall fiasco [20 Jan 2003|11:59pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

i also met erica at east hills mall today. i was pretty nervous about seeing her, so i took kyle with me...i surprised myself...i actually talked quite more than would the normal case. i wasn't nervous around her anymore when we started talking...if i was nervous about anything it was there being any long pauses...so left and right i was coming up with stuff to say. i really can't wait until next time she comes down here. i'm tying her down next time so she'll have to do all the stuff i want her to do...listen to good music and watch good movies (i.e. donnie darko, requiem for a dream, 100 girls, 8 days a week, etc.)

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deus ex machina [20 Jan 2003|11:49pm]
[ mood | curious ]

i watched donnie darko for like the billionth time today...i understand so much more each time i watch that movie. today i learned a lot...most of it was just out of one scene where he says something in latin...i had to go back and turn the subtitles on to figure out what he said...and like the movie made 10 times as much sense and became 10 times better when i looked up what he meant. donnie darko is currently my favorite movie. requiem for a dream has moved down a spot.

tonight we went and shot pool. guiness should be calling us any minute for the longest game ever played. oh and the most scratches award goes to chris...second-runner up kyle...but kyle doesn't go home empty handed...he gets the award for knocking the ball off the table the most times.

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they made me do it [16 Jan 2003|09:45pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Which Donnie Darko character are you? by Shay</font>

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i don't know what i want [15 Jan 2003|10:46pm]
[ mood | content ]

happy birthday to me. i'm 18 today...and today i had a set plan of buying cigarettes, lottery tickets, and porn, then going to deja vu, then having sex with a minor, then beating up her minor boyfriend, and finally going to a state prison where i could wait until the next election came around and vote p. diddy for president and arnold schwarzenegger for governor. one of those agendas actually happened...can you guess which one? no, you're way off. it's the porn! we'll i didn't buy it, but my sister gave me a year subscription to playboy for my present. some family huh? my mom doesn't even care. she thought it was clever. i was disappointed that i didn't get a pool table. i know someone else who is probably disappointed as well to hear that news. sorry. i did get $220 though and my dad said he'd see how good i was at pool and consider buying me a pool table. yeah, so...we'll see. better be a fucking fog delay tomorrow god damnit or i'll be pissed.

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ah-ha-ha [14 Jan 2003|07:40pm]
[ mood | working ]

Which Sesame Street Muppet's Dark Secret Are You?

brought to you by Quizilla

"bitch where is my money? you've been late 4 times, i've been counting. how many times must i smack you before you act right? one!...two!...two smacks! ah-ha-ha!"

p.s. new high score on falling numbers - 20,000...beat that jung

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did they show you how the west was won when you were young? [14 Jan 2003|06:55pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

well, finals start tomorrow. all i have is an english final tomorrow and it shouldn't be too bad since he hasn't gone over anything about it at all. i'm praying (if you know me, you know i'm not being literal) that we have a fog delay tomorrow, then i won't have to go to school until like 11:45. having no first period kicks ass. thursday and friday will suck dick though cause i'll have to get up all early. we so fucked up on our group final today in math. we didn't have enough time because of that gay fog delay. i'm dreading my math final seriously. well, tomorrow is my birthday and someone should get me a fog delay. that would be awesome.

the explosion fucking rock.

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i found my thrill... [02 Jan 2003|01:27am]
[ mood | cold ]

yeah, so i saw the sneak preview of Just Married the other night and i must say that movie is one of the best movies i've seen in a while. it's so funny and sad all at once. i wasn't really attracted to brittany murphy in clueless because my eyes were on alicia silverstone the whole time...and she was all weird and schizophrenic in don't say a word...and in 8 mile she was pretty slutty...but now i can definitely say she's hot. hmm, guess i should go to bed. wow, i downloaded like 150 songs tonight (seriously). go me.

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camp anawana, we hold you in our hearts [27 Dec 2002|11:07pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Which Salute Your Shorts Character are You?

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not so merry christmas [25 Dec 2002|12:46am]
[ mood | sick ]

once again i'm not sick to the point that i'm shitting out of my mouth. anyway, just like every year, my family celebrates christmas on christmas eve because everyone usually has too many places to go on christmas day. so, we got all that out of the way and i can't help but feel a little scroogy. ok 1. i woke up sick, 2. my mom ordered me like 7 shirts and they got lost in the mail, 3. my new hat still hasn't came, 4. my mom ordered me a cd i all ready had and the wrong dvd...but whatever...mom said i could get online and order whatever i wanted so that my "bah-humbugs" could be silenced. what really gets me is that this is technically my last christmas as kid and it just really wasn't so great. oh well. hope everyone had a better one than i did. someone owes me a party for new year's.

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